Hi,
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I did not have time today to write you longer. Any time I think about you it looks like any time is a first time.I taught thinking about you will stop after so many years, but did not. I was hiding you from myself somewhere deep inside of me for all of this time so that I can't touch you or.., but I knew that you were allways existing even you are so far away belonging to somebody else. ..
I can't just runaway from you, even though I think I found you as an old reason. Sometimes I close my eyes and I see that road, and I am not afraid Nadim, but just that butterflies in my stomach. Sometimes I wish to cry, and I ask myself " How you are going to look with tears on your face?", and I don't
Maybe I don't have right to love who I like, doesn't matter that that somebody is a already in my blood, and seemes to me that person never was mine even I believed he was just for one moment. You know this is a so silly but C'est la vie ou c'est l'amour?
You know, love is a an emotional attachment involving sexual desire. Love is not just looking at each other, it is looking in the same direction. And as we can see, the course of sweet love never runs smoooth. And marriage is a state of wedlock, just the legal union of man and woman, the condition of having spouse. This is a what I learn in school long time ago. I am one wife out of wedlock. I can tell you that in an ideal marriage one partner is blind and one is a deaf. Don' t know which club you belong, but I think I am blind and deaf.
But any way I will not try to be philosopher even I like philosophy so much, especially PLATO.
For any reason as I told you earlier, please don't think that I have any not honest intentions. I couldn't go against myself and not to call you. I needed to hear you and to know that you did not forget me. I am not afraid to see you, sit with and talk to you, and than I will except those words " I kiss you all over you". You know what Plato sad: "IS THERE ANY GREATER OR KEENER PLEASURE THAN PHYSICAL LOVE? NO, NOR ANY WICH IS MORE UNREASONABLE."
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Regards,
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Radica
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P.S.
I hope you think from time to time about that physical love that Plato is talking about, and you did not forget ... I am bad sometimes but I can't help. Just kiding
..
I did not have time today to write you longer. Any time I think about you it looks like any time is a first time.I taught thinking about you will stop after so many years, but did not. I was hiding you from myself somewhere deep inside of me for all of this time so that I can't touch you or.., but I knew that you were allways existing even you are so far away belonging to somebody else. ..
I can't just runaway from you, even though I think I found you as an old reason. Sometimes I close my eyes and I see that road, and I am not afraid Nadim, but just that butterflies in my stomach. Sometimes I wish to cry, and I ask myself " How you are going to look with tears on your face?", and I don't
Maybe I don't have right to love who I like, doesn't matter that that somebody is a already in my blood, and seemes to me that person never was mine even I believed he was just for one moment. You know this is a so silly but C'est la vie ou c'est l'amour?
You know, love is a an emotional attachment involving sexual desire. Love is not just looking at each other, it is looking in the same direction. And as we can see, the course of sweet love never runs smoooth. And marriage is a state of wedlock, just the legal union of man and woman, the condition of having spouse. This is a what I learn in school long time ago. I am one wife out of wedlock. I can tell you that in an ideal marriage one partner is blind and one is a deaf. Don' t know which club you belong, but I think I am blind and deaf.
But any way I will not try to be philosopher even I like philosophy so much, especially PLATO.
For any reason as I told you earlier, please don't think that I have any not honest intentions. I couldn't go against myself and not to call you. I needed to hear you and to know that you did not forget me. I am not afraid to see you, sit with and talk to you, and than I will except those words " I kiss you all over you". You know what Plato sad: "IS THERE ANY GREATER OR KEENER PLEASURE THAN PHYSICAL LOVE? NO, NOR ANY WICH IS MORE UNREASONABLE."
..
Regards,
..
Radica
..
P.S.
I hope you think from time to time about that physical love that Plato is talking about, and you did not forget ... I am bad sometimes but I can't help. Just kiding
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